Exhale….
Sometimes, we make things harder or more complicated than they really are; and it’s all in our head. How two people can look at the same situation and see totally different things, I guess, is just the nature of man. We can only see things through the myopia of our own narrow experiences.
Today, I can exhale but still not breath comfortably. It takes me a while to recover when the wind gets knocked out of me. I am still doing some damage control. I’ll email sis later and explain what the heck all of yesterday was about.
Damn, we’re almost into our fifties, been married for a decade and a half and yet when something goes wrong, we still run to other people? Why can’t we face each other and talk? I really hate involving outsiders into my relationships, even if those outsiders are my immediate family. One thing I’ve learned, is that there are really no BIG things. Everything is a little thing, and when you make it into a big thing, you realize tomorrow what a fool you’ve been.
Hate having to eat your words? Don’t spit them out in the first place!
